Take a deep breath... Take a deep breath... Take a deep breath... Take a deep breath... Okay, I'm trying to write this during my lunch-break.. After about six months of struggle to get a proper self-adjustment to my current job, I grow to understand my job as a personal assistant. I was trying so hard to fit in with people and position. I learn how to sharpen my feeling, how to place myself to the people whom I work with. How to listen and to feel them. And all those things successfully drained my energy. Out of many failures in my learning process, yesterday was my I-forget-how-many-mistakes-I-have-made. I forgot to get the boarding pass printed. I know it's my job to make sure that everything she needs is in control and properly organized and I missed it. She called me and my friend(the other secretary) met her last night. I thought she was going to give some advice or anything related. For whatever shit that ever happened on earth..........